stuck on 9

i'm stuck on page 9. it happens sometimes. i get stuck on a page for a while. oh well. hope i get up to page 15 by the end of the day! this paper has been really fun to write. i even use an example from lord of the rings. hehe

slow death

my days seem long b/c at every moment i'm trying to write but they seem short at the same time b/c at the end of the day, i have nothing to show for the anxiety that i experienced during the day. my life at the moment is better captured by "slow death" than anything having to do with life.