big city

i was in nyc over the weekend. i ate good food, stayed at a huge hotel suite (for nyc that is), saw art works of klimt, etc. etc. it was really fun. it was really good to be away from home for a little bit. and of course the best part of the trip was coming home. :)

i just got back from class and feel really great! i asked lots and lots of questions. considering that i didn't understand a thing i read i felt like i contributed a lot. i was probably able to ask so many questions because there were so many things i didn't understand. it's all good.

lately, i haven't wanted to do anything. even going to nyc was a struggle. and when i was there i stayed in half the time. last week at therapy for the first time, it was difficult to talk in that just getting the volume of my voice up to an audible range took so much effort. then afterwards i didn't want to and didn't know if i could drive myself home. i never felt like that before. this "not wanting to do anything" has been taken to a new level.